I just got home from eating with my parents and since my brother wasnt with us I took it as an opportunity to talk to my parents about my future with college and stuff and what not

turns out i was just really scared for nothing because even though my parents are still kinda encouraging me to make it my second option, they’re actually ok with me taking art as a career and oh my god i’m

so happy I

wow I just

i’m so grateful 

my dad was talking about how he looked up the art programs for colleges in SD.  because of my medical problems and stuff it looks like I’m going to have to stay here since it would be the most convenient thing and while that’s a disappointment I guess it’s for the better

then they talked about that if i’m done with art here I could go to calarts afterwards if I was ready and if I wanted to to and I

this is really sappy and gross but i’m so blessed to just have parents who are so supportive and willing to help me and knowing how there’s people who don’t have parents like that it just makes me feel so grateful that I can talk to my parents and be understood and not overshadowed I just never took the chance to talk to them like this and

I’m just so glad

I want to cry happy tears im